today, i cried like a huge baby for three periods .. straight.
why ? okay so really, everyone told me he was leaving. i thought, these people are LYING. and so i asked him myself .. he told me he wasn't and i believed him. this has been going on for, a week. everyday someone different would come and ask me the same question and i'd just say, "no, i asked him. he's not".
WELL GUESS WHAT ?
he is.
walking down the stairs for recess today, roy and shihern were talking about his farewell party. i turned to ask mun what it was about. she told me, "you didn't know ? today's his last day". i kinda thought mun was psycho for awhile. until she said again, "he returned his books already" .. and that's when i remembered him asking me if the spbt room was open. recessbell rang and i started cryinggg.
i couldn't help myself. i know it's such a silly thing to cry over, but imagine, no more, "Hi Drew" or "Bye Drew", no more turning around to ask him for homework answers, no more singing in class with him, no more looking at him just to say "OI" and look away. no more anything.
i don't remember the last time i cried this much! there were these ugly bags under my eyes. and thank goodness there were two free periods after recess. everytime drew walked to my table to look at me, i started crying all over again! ): eventhough he's only transferring schools, i'm gonna miss him like crazyyy.
somemore the fucker leaving his family here in this shitty school to go to some international school with a total of like, 300 people -.- IT'S NO FUN THEREE, DREWWW. confirm fucking shitty there also! come back kkk. btw, thanks kev for being there for me when i cried my eyeballs out. and you poked my eye with the tissue ):
how come i don't have a picture with you ah ? MEHH,
i'm gonna go to your house everyday, i don't care.

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