i think i speak for a number of people when i say, this chinese new year, was so .. dead. it's like any other holiday .. except the angpao part. i do the same thing everyday. if i'm not at home nomming on cookies, i'm at someone else's house nomming on more cookies. it's about as fun as taking a shower.

currently, there are alot of people downstairs, daddy's david foster (i love) dvd playing AGAIN, little girls running up and down the stairs (they keep asking me what i'm doing. i tell them i'm blogging and they ask me if they can play in my room. HELL TO THE NO but i said yes anyway), kor is watching HIMYM.

i just wanna get my temporarily broke ass to megan's house, cause i want my money back ._.

cheer today was beyond fun ! only seven (elaine, nat, jx, jenn, milo, sandy and i) of us could attend so we had the whole gym to ourselves.

i have science tuition tomorrow at 1pm to 3pm with sandy and tze ying. unfortunately tze ying left her mathbooks in school. now i am desperate, because i have a month's worth of undone homework and pnchan is gonna flip her newly dyed hair in my face, till my skin tears off. this is not funny, at all. mun please save me.

[written on friday, february 19th]

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i had, the blah-est day ever. woke up at 10pm and headed to tuition at 12.30pm. science was boring, we sat and discussed answers ._. came back from tuition and grandaunty katherine, aunty christina (who converted to a malay) and her two sons aiman and iman were at my place. they stayed till 6+ and we went out to kota damansara to have dinner at Bangkok Wasabe.

after that, i didn't wanna come home so early so i suggested ou but mummy is sick of that place so we went to ikea cause i need a new computer table + chair. right now i'm sitting on this wood thingo we bought from ikea a few years ago. it has no back, so i'm hunching like a bitch. my computer table's keyboard sliding thing is broken too, that's why the keyboard is on my lap wtf.

aiyo i wanna go shower la upload pictures tomorrow.

[written saturday, february 20th]

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here are the pictures,

texting, again.

we put on our gold Stompers ribbons and took a walk.

nothing wrong with being just a little bit vain,
we need a little pretty cause this country's insane.
*lady gaga

mommy in skinny jeans.

there's your update.

won't be blogging till after first term.
bye (:

FIRST POST OF 2010 AND I AM IN PAIN.

i got two blisters yesterday from walking so much in my sequined flats. ): so you wanna know how i spent my new years eve ?

selva was supposed to come take us (me, kor and daddy) at 3.30pm. i fell asleep on the couch downstairs while watching tv with kor. he woke me up at 5+ cause selva came already. took us to oneworld and we got the same room as we did last year. :)

view from the room in one world.
(from the room, you can see fireworks going off in genting, mont kiara, sunway pyramid, curve, ou of course and other faraway places. totally worth it kay)

as soon as mich the bitch got there, we headed to ou. window shopping. :) that bitch spent forever in cotton on trying on three things. went over to oriental cravings for dinner with the fam.
topshop ,

love the top and layered ruffle skirt.

after that, went back to cotton on cause mich the bitch couldn't decide if she wanted the cardigan or not -.- we stood there for a good half an hour. she didn't get it in the end. went back to the hotel pool to chill.

btw, those are the new shorts i got from kitschen.

poser. :)

went back to the room around, 11.30pm. three minutes later the bitch ditched me for her friends. she then later joined my brot- actually who gives a shit about what she did. you all wanna know what ASHLEYJACELYNHON did. :) harhar, i didn't do anything lah. sat in the room and drank. watched fireworks and took a shower. left oneworld at 2.30am cause that's when traffic finally cleared !

all the red and white lights look prettier than the fireworks. :)

came home, and died on my bed at 3am.

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school's starting. i'm happy, sad and everything in between. i forgot what school feels like. yet to confirm if they've actually changed our beloved canteen lady. if they did, we'll be stuck with sucky food ): unless they replaced her with a tai thong restaurant chef :D ngehehe. a hungry girl can dream okay !

i haven't bought my uniform and since cheer is no longer a unit beruniform next year, i've no choice but to join some ugly uniformed (no offense to the other unit beruniforms) unit beruniform. thus, i've decided on krs. and mun has been so nice and agreed to join with me (cannot love her enough lor).

i'll make daddy write a letter telling the school  i can't attend because my skin is sensitive to extra-curricular activities, and so i'll breakout, get rashes, etc.

bye.

au revoir 2009 !

well, i can say that i'm not gonna miss 2009. sure it's been a great year but there are some things i'm not so proud of. things i beat myself up over. so here i am, blogging, in hopes that i will let go of whatever guilt i still feel from past events. writing this post will probably be the most sakit hati thing i've done in a long time, but so you know, everything you are about to read is the truth.

family,

i know this is a bad picture, i'm sorry.

parents,

my parents and i have always been close. july 2009, we had some problems and since then, i've been trying to repair the relationship between me and my parents. going well so far, but things like this take time. right now i'm just working on being the best daughter i can possibly be to them. i love you, mummy & daddy.

brandon joshua hon tze wei,

sorry kor but i like this one.

OMG I KNOW LAH, i'm such a bitch to you. eventho i know it's my fault, i always blame you, and always win (HAH). everytime i walk into your room and say, "bitch la you" .. you know i actually mean, "hey kor, i love you". :)

friends,

i'm aware some of you are not here but i needed a picture with alot of people ): okay wait,

nah. (some people in picture above are not loved _|_)

i'm so glad that i was able to grow so close to some of you. without you guys, i really couldn't have pulled through all the shit this world has thrown at me. i really feel lucky to have such wonderful (gayword) awesome friends like you (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!) and our friendship will continue to grow .. blahblahblah you know i love you and that's enough. :)

" You are my best friend in the world.

And I hope that you know,

when we hangout together,

it's freakin' awesome. "

BFFF by bowling for soup.

boyfriends,

were you expecting a picture ? (: (: (:

if you are an avid reader of my blog (or if you go to my school), you would know about the five month relationship i had with oja. i wouldn't say it was awesome or fairytale worthy (definately not). in relationships there are the good times and the not so good times but one thing for sure is that i DO NOT regret anything. oja and i made alot of mistakes and learned from them, if you want to judge me or oja for whatever we did back then, i'll have you know that people change (and you can go fuck yourself). basicly, if i was to ever hit an all time low, this was probably it.

anyway the relationship ended somewhere before finals and i'm trying to stay far far away from getting into another one. at least, for now :P

enemies,

AHAHA. i bet you're waiting to read something juicy (kepoh bitches). but sorry, nothing happened this year ! if you wanna hear about the small stuff, come ask me (i'm kidding, don't ask me. cause chuck norris will be there to roundhouse kick you in the face).

myself,

i've changed. alot. some people may have noticed, some maybe not. but i know i have. i am glad that i was able to have gone through whatever i went through this year. i just hope 2010 won't be as shitty as 2009 because somewhere in the middle of the year i contemplated committing suicide while suffering from mild depression. i remember the feeling. wanting to just slit my wrists. i thought it through and i'm glad i didn't do it because everything is fine now. though sometimes i still get the feeling, i shake it off and do toetouches. i guess you can say i'm happy,

most disgusting picture of 2009.

"everything that has happened to you in your life - the good and the difficult - was necessary to help you become the person you are now " -robin sharma.

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i wanna end this post by apologizing to every single person i have ever talked about behind their back (i probably did it on purpose, btch). i really mean it when i say that i'm sorry and i hope that you'll forgive me.

2010, i'm going to TRY and be nicer to everyone (yes lee sian, to you too).

happy new year, BONJOUR 2010 !

thanks for reading, ashley.

p/s ; this post was written on 26th december 2009.

i don't know exactly what i'm blogging about but i know that i wanna get this done before the new year starts.

sunday headed to ou with the fam. bought some stuff. after mum paid for it, for a second i thought, "screw the dslr lah". doesn't change anything, i still want it. :)

brother.

lady gaga ; trendsetter or fashion victim ?

trendsetter.

(watching step up 2 now, and brandon just went, "girl can you stop blogging, you need to watch")

at night went to kota damansara for dinner.

that's aunty jammy in the back. :)

i bought ;

shades, rm23 vincci accessories.

i told the counter guy i wanted big and white. spotted this one and fell in love, but it was the last pair. :O o well.

seed bag, rm129 vincci accessories.

top, from p&co.

HAHA was doing the nazi salute then mom came into the shot. she's trying to hide the humidifier she's holding.

studded belt, rm27 vincci accessories.

(so much more worth it than the belts at deeper&harder)

monday, ou again.

ikr, SUSHI.

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around 5-ish ian, mendy and sasi came over after their movie at cineleisure to teman me for dinner (thanks guys, appreciate it) as i didn't eat since 6am that morning.

my teeth look horrible here. ):

"this is so lala" - sasi.

mixed berry ,

sasi stuck a fork in my ice-cream )':

bought this while waiting in the morning, rm53 after 10%
(thanks mun for text-temaning me)

(: left toes are painted yellow, pink on right toes.

nah let you laugh lah,

damn fail.